Context: I just started full-time work as an alignment researcher. I do this work because I care - but I am frustrated with EA, and would not call myself an altruist. I wrote this today to express these frustrations. I don't necessarily think this will land with many EAs, but my main intention here is simply to make this clear from the outset, as it should provide context for my work later down the line.
I’m doing this for me.
I’m doing this for my friends and family.
For my comrades and coworkers.
I’m doing this for every human being,
Who asks themselves “could things be better?”
I want to tell them: yes. Yes they can.
I’m trying to do this for every sentient being,
That ever has, or ever will, live.
For every species conducive to ecological flourishing,
That is at risk of going extinct.
For every culture conducive to human flourishing,
That is at risk of going extinct.
I’m trying to do this for every species and culture that has gone extinct.
And for every species and culture that could produce flourishing,
But might not come to be.
I’m not an altruist.
I’m not doing this for some “other”,
Who I perceive to be suffering.
I’m doing this for us.
Same page here as well.
Probably is that when we are in search of a calling, we seek to be associated to some groups in hopes of finding our purpose along the way. When we find that calling, we then get to a point where we can see ourselves again in a different way - does my upgraded view of who I would be and what should I do be still aligned with this group, the culture and its concept. That is why I stopped calling myself an effective altruist - as I do adhere to the core belief that we should do our very best to make the future as bright as possible, some of the methods of conversation here is somewhat murky if you are a new and very difficult to build upon for less technically inclined people.