I am sad.
People saying EA is dead.
EAs dissociating with EA.
"An outdated term"
Outrageous. But is it?
I am sad.
Sam, what have you done to us?
What have we done to ourselves by playing along?
Ambition is useful. But where has humility gone?
I am sad.
Should I even?...
Instead of being proud to be a part of this...
...should my EA org even admit being EA?
What will people think of it?
Is EA a PR hazard now?
I am sad.
Doubting whether EA is even good.
How has it come to this?
EA was supposed to be a beacon.
The light in a world many people consider dark.
The spoils of power.
The spoils of not living up to our own standards.
What can be build can crumble.
I am sad.
Everyone jumping the meme train. We have created our own ladders of prestige to get stuck in.
Do people even have their own opinion? Do I?
Where has agency gone?
Doubting if my idea is EA enough to be worth attention. As I should be.
Forget this.
I take the easy path. Easier to climb someone else's ladder than to create my own.
Only the cool kids are allowed to do something new.
Except, no, everyone is. And they "know". But they do not know.
I am sad.
I remember what we were.
I have never known a more open, honest, and virtuous community.
A genuine joy to be in.
Not what it used to be.
Don't blame Sam, though.
I am sad.
Should I even try to rescue this colossus, or let it die?
If it would at least die gracefully and quietly, being grateful it happened....
But no, it would scream and shout and then mumble in pain for years, seeking it's glory days.
And it should.
I am sad.
It was so great, though! Perhaps the greatest idea to have ever been thought.
How can there be anything better, in principle, than to try to do the best we can,
and using the best tools available to humanity to uncover what that is?
What better thing there even could be than follow this abstract ideal?
But people are not the ideal. The movement is not the ideal.
Such is life. Mistakes were made, mistakes will be made. It was to be expected.
But it did not have to kill us.
I am sad.
Will we ever rise again?
Have we even fallen, though?
I am confused.
I am sad.
I resonate deeply with your sadness. What helps me stay anchored is identifying EA primarily as a personal commitment and life philosophy rather than merely as a movement. This perspective keeps my dedication resilient, rooted in the core EA value of boundless determination to better the world, regardless of external disruptions or individual mistakes.
Movements inevitably face setbacks and crises, but the philosophical essence of EA—its unwavering commitment to improving the world—remains solid. The movement serves as a practical tool for amplifying these core values, even if it occasionally falters.
Controversies offer opportunities to recommit individually and collectively to fundamental EA principles such as transparency, humility, and rigorous inquiry. Rather than depending solely on central figures, these moments encourage broader ownership and individual agency.
Ultimately, the enduring strength of EA lies not in flawless execution but in the earnest pursuit of doing the most good we can with the resources available. This foundational ideal, characterized by thoughtful compassion and pragmatic action, is deeply worth preserving.
Thank you for the view! While I do agree with this and I'm definitely not giving up on the EA ideals, I don't think this actually helps to solve the problem that nowadays, it can be highly problematic to simply promote these ideas using their real name.
This stems from a problem with the movement, not the ideas, but it hurts the ideas as well.
I have already had several experiences when someone knew about EA, but they had a very poor and strongly negative understanding of it, which made them reject the discussion or cooperation from the start.