Fine, basically. Surprised at the degree of emotional investment people seem to have in the EA community as such, above and beyond doing helpful stuff for the world personally. Sounds unpleasant. If I had feelings anywhere near as negative about a community as the ones I'm seeing routinely expressed, I think I'd just stop engaging and go do something else.

I'm shocked at how differently different people feel about the same situation. It's maybe an order of magnitude bigger of a difference than I expected. I'm unsure about what I should do to help everyone's needs be met.

I feel good. My personal life and work situation are simultaneously going well for the first time in a while.

As others have mentioned I’m a bit surprised at the community schisms/etc but my overall feeling is gratitude I’m learning more about EA, and staying involved. I love this movement and think it’s one of the most beautiful things the modern western world has produced. I hope we make it to the big leagues :)

Im mostly just depressed about AI progress being so rapid and the 'safety gameboard' being in such a bad state. Im angry at the people who contributed to this terrible situation (which includes a lot of longtermist orgs). 

I am stressed and annoyed and frustrated and sad and moody and self pitying and optimistic. I feel warmth towards the EA community and also a sharp resentment.