Humans in EA: personal stories of doubt, tension?

Hi there!

I'm new here, but have been active or observant in EA communities for a few years now. I recently started thinking about creating an audio story on some of the nuances in the experience of becoming an EA. I'm hoping to interview some folks who have had doubts about EA, and then either turned away or managed to wrangle themselves back into it, a "crisis of faith" if you will. If you feel like this applies to your story, or if you know people with similar stories (or who you feel like would be great talking about this kind of stuff), please message me or comment below! Thank you very much all, hope you are staying dedicated and safe!