Basically what it says on the tin. I have this psychological need to find a really intense structured organization to help me accomplish what I want in life (most importantly, saving the world), and EA organizations are natural candidates for this. However, most of the large ones I've found display too much "performative normalcy" and aren't really willing to be as hardcore as I want and need.
Any recommendations on where to find a hardcore totalizing community that can inject more structure into my life so I'm better equipped to save the world? I'm living in Boston for the next two years or so, so anything that requires moving somewhere else won't work, but other than that, all kinds of ideas are welcome.
Thanks for the advice. To be clear, I'm not certain that a hardcore environment would be the best environment for me either, but it seems worth a shot. And judging by how people tend to change in their involvement in EA as they get older, I'll probably only be as hardcore as this for like ten years.