A few years ago, I read The Life You Can Save by Peter Singer. I felt deeply inspired. The idea that charities could be compared using evidence and reason, the thought that I could save many lives without sacrificing my own happiness: I found these ideas meaningful, and I hoped they would give my life a sense of purpose (even if other factors were likely also at play).
I became an Intro Fellow and read more. I went to conferences and retreats. I now lead my university group.
But I’m frustrated.
I’m now asked to answer for the actions of a man who defrauded millions of people, and for the purchase of castles and $2000+ coffee tables.
I’m now associated with predatory rationalists.
I’m now told to spend my life reducing existential risk by .00001 percent to protect 1018 future humans, and forced to watch money get redirected from the Global South to AI researchers.[1]
This is not what I signed up for.
I used to be proud to call myself an EA. Now, when I say it, I also feel shame and embarrassment.
I will take the Giving What We Can pledge, and I will stay friends with the many kind EAs I’ve met.
But I no longer feel represented by this community. And I think a lot of others feel the same way.
Edit log (2/6/23, 12:28pm): Edited the second item of the list, see RobBensinger's comment.
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This is not to say that longtermism is completely wrong—it’s not. I do, however, think "fanatical" or "strong" longtermism has gone too far.
Is influencing the far future really tractable? How is x-risk reduction not a Pascal's mugging?
I agree that future generations are probably too neglected right now. But I just don't find myself entirely convinced by the current EA answers to these questions. (See also.)
I've never felt comfortable in EA broadly construed, not since I encountered it about three years ago. And yet I continue to be involved to a certain extent. Why? Because I think that doing so is useful for doing good, and many of the issues that EA focuses on are sadly still far too neglected elsewhere. Many of the people who come closest to sharing my values are in EA, so even if I didn't want to be "in EA," it would be pretty difficult to remove myself entirely.
I also love my university EA group, which is (intentionally, in part by my design, in part by the design of others) different from many other groups I've encountered.
I work in AI safety, and so the benefit of staying plugged into EA for me is probably higher than it would be for somebody who wants to work in global health and development. But I could still be making a (potentially massive) miscalculation.
If you think that EA is not serving your aims of doing good (the whole point of EA), then remember to look out the window. And even if you run an "EA" group, you don't need to feel tied to the brand. Do what you think will actually be good for the world. Best of luck.